Friday, December 03, 2010

Indecisão

Não gosto de indecisão. Não gosto de sentir medo ou insegurança. E eu tô sentindo tudo isso agora. I'm feeling so bad about what I'm feeling, how I'm feeling and acting. I know I can't betray my feelings. But that's the point: I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M FEELING!!! Can you imagine how good it feels talk to him? I like it so bad.
It's such a pleasure chat with him, I feel so free to talk about everything. There's no subject I can't talk to him. But when I'm close to him, I want some more. And I keep on thinking if I'm just a body for him. I don't want to be a body, I'm so much more than that. But I'm not ready
to choose nothing. I'm so full of 'what if's' right now. I just can't jump without a safety net. This I know for sure!!!

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